so today i was thinking of what i wanted to give up for lent.
and i realized that i should give up something that's stopping me from feeling better about myself.
so i'm giving meat up.
just pork, beef and chicken.
i want to do this because i've always setted up a goal to lose my stomach fat and flabby arms since i am a whale.
and i know for a fact that if i lose weight in those areas, i won't complain about how i think i'm obese.
and i also want a challenge!

anyways, i always wanted to be a vegetarian when i was younger but my dad told me something that made a lot of sense but was still quite disturbing.
he said, "god put animals on this earth so we can eat them."
thanks dad.

this is going to be hard.
wish me luck!

by the way, richard simmons is funny but he's so weird.

"i have the face of a killer but i sparkle in the sun."

oh my gosh, that has got to be the dumbest line i've ever heard in my life.
seriously, twilight talk is getting so annoying these days.
if you ever talk about twilight of anything related to it in front of me, i will shoot you.
twilight is stupid, thank you very much.

today i woke up to the most scariest thing ever that i almost had a seizure.
for the past month, i've been sleeping in my basement with the tv on because i'm scared to sleep with no sounds and then hear something freaky.
i forgot what channel i left it on today but when i woke up to turn to the other side, a full shot of thomas the engine's face was on the screen.
and he was giving this perverted smile that made him look all satanic.
i was so traumatized that i had to turn on the lights to go back to sleep.
i swear, i almost peed my pants!
stupid train, you're suppose to be friendly!

i've been thinking about my habits and i've realized that i have the weirdest ones.

here's some of them.

1. i like staring into the microwave when it's cooking something even though i know i'll eventually get cancer.
especially when i'm microwaving pizza pops.
i like to see if the stuffing actually bursts out.

2. i like to make sure my closet is closed and my window blinds are open right before i sleep.

3. i like writing with black.
if i'm writing down notes and i don't have a black pen at the moment and write with a blue one, i'll redo my notes later on with a black pen.

4. i eat around my burger instead of eating right through it.

5. i like drinking out of straws.
i get so ecstatic when i find extra ones around the house.

i know i have more habits but these are the ones that stand out to me right now.

Transformers 2 Revenge of the Fallen


shoot!
oh my gosh, i cannot wait for this movie.
so stoked!
my life will finally have a purpose once i watch this.